Ache

I want that ache kind of love. That can’t sleep can’t eat need to see you kind of love that can’t breath when you are going to touch me kind of love. I want that crying after sex it was soo damn good kind of love. I need that not to fat not to skinny just fit me perfect, kind of love I want that give you my last dollar kind of love. I need that I have to see your face when I wake kind of love. I want to love and lust every hour kind of love. I need that friend I trust you until I die kind of love. I want that we’ll live in a roach motel but have each other, kind of love. I need that no matter what happens you will be in my corner kind of love. I want that please papi, please you make me feel whole, kind of love I need that I want to be a better person because of you, kind of love. I need that if I am crying you rush to see me and make it better, kind of love. I want that I want babies don’t worry I will work two jobs, kind of love. I need that I couldn’t see my life without you kind of love. I want it because I was lucky enough to have it. And have lost it. I need that because that is who I am, kind of love. I want that because that is what I deserve kind of love. I need it because I want to give it back. I want THAT kind of love and if I can’t find THAT kind of love .......I don’t want to have a love. A semi-wanna be love that I have to settle for. I had it before, and it does exist. I know THAT I will find it again.